Post by sky on Feb 24, 2015 22:42:51 GMT -5
Lost...Its all I've known... What is it like to be found?...
I was 8 when i lost them.
My parents were honorable and two of the best people i will ever know.
It was just a normal day in alderaan. Well it started that way.
The alarms went off, The guards gathered up my parents and i.
The emergency cruiser was ready for us.
My dad kissed my mom goodbye.
"You aren't coming i asked?"
My father smiled at me and said "we will meet again."
The doors shut. Tears stream down our faces. I held on to my mom as she sang me to sleep. I can still hear the song she would sing me.
I dont remember much after that just waking up in a med bay in Nar Shaddaa.
I layed there for days. Screaming from the excruciating pain from the burns I received from the crash.
I would ask where my mother was but no one would answer me.
My mother wrapped me around her as we crashed she saved me from being killed.
Growing up without parents and living off the streets that's what I know.
Being alone and not knowing the next step I know that its what I live by.
What hurts the most is not knowing why my father had to stay and not knowing if he's still alive.
Ive spent some nights people watching.
Drama is what the cantina should be called. Ive seen romance, crazies, heart break, and deception. As much as I hated being there that was my home. The people I knew, memories, death, and new beginnings. I've seen a lot of heartbreak lately but I would rather corrupt that file then have you know about that part of my life. A clean slate is all I looking for at the moment.... Actually hold on....
*stomps on the holo recording*
::file corrupted::
::end log::
Sat there for hours wondering if I would ever feel the same way I felt before I left the cantina.
New faces... A new bartender. I didn't realize I had been gone so long.
Who were these people... Where are the people I know...
My feelings of excitement have easily turned into loneliness..
Being lost begins to flutter in my mind...
New stories...
Who were these people?
I sat and watched for a while.... Not knowing who they were....
Ok from what i saw.
Hez was the new bartender of the cantina and Thayta was his partner in crime i suppose.
I saw them together a lot.
There was a group of them not sure of their names but there was some sort of bond between them all.
I wasn't sure who were the couples but i knew that there was a bond that might last a while.
I would leave the cantina every once in a while and for some weird reason they were there.... always.. like i never left.
The world changed around me while i was away...
Didn't feel like awhile but my life changed....
This shy timid girl i became... now realizing being alone had changed me.
I knew it was over for me the cantina life...
I was saying my goodbyes...to myself...
Then i saw someone..Someone i saw the night before...
His name was fadelight. I thought... hey if I'm leaving might as well introduce myself.
He saw something in me....
He brought me to Chorba Intelligence Academy...
Hez the bartender who i thought was just a bartender was the headmaster.
Thayta his first cadet.
I looked at fadelight then at hez and signed the papers.
I found my home....Chorba Intelligence Academy.
::end log::
I was 8 when i lost them.
My parents were honorable and two of the best people i will ever know.
It was just a normal day in alderaan. Well it started that way.
The alarms went off, The guards gathered up my parents and i.
The emergency cruiser was ready for us.
My dad kissed my mom goodbye.
"You aren't coming i asked?"
My father smiled at me and said "we will meet again."
The doors shut. Tears stream down our faces. I held on to my mom as she sang me to sleep. I can still hear the song she would sing me.
I dont remember much after that just waking up in a med bay in Nar Shaddaa.
I layed there for days. Screaming from the excruciating pain from the burns I received from the crash.
I would ask where my mother was but no one would answer me.
My mother wrapped me around her as we crashed she saved me from being killed.
Growing up without parents and living off the streets that's what I know.
Being alone and not knowing the next step I know that its what I live by.
What hurts the most is not knowing why my father had to stay and not knowing if he's still alive.
Ive spent some nights people watching.
Drama is what the cantina should be called. Ive seen romance, crazies, heart break, and deception. As much as I hated being there that was my home. The people I knew, memories, death, and new beginnings. I've seen a lot of heartbreak lately but I would rather corrupt that file then have you know about that part of my life. A clean slate is all I looking for at the moment.... Actually hold on....
*stomps on the holo recording*
::file corrupted::
::end log::
Sat there for hours wondering if I would ever feel the same way I felt before I left the cantina.
New faces... A new bartender. I didn't realize I had been gone so long.
Who were these people... Where are the people I know...
My feelings of excitement have easily turned into loneliness..
Being lost begins to flutter in my mind...
New stories...
Who were these people?
I sat and watched for a while.... Not knowing who they were....
Ok from what i saw.
Hez was the new bartender of the cantina and Thayta was his partner in crime i suppose.
I saw them together a lot.
There was a group of them not sure of their names but there was some sort of bond between them all.
I wasn't sure who were the couples but i knew that there was a bond that might last a while.
I would leave the cantina every once in a while and for some weird reason they were there.... always.. like i never left.
The world changed around me while i was away...
Didn't feel like awhile but my life changed....
This shy timid girl i became... now realizing being alone had changed me.
I knew it was over for me the cantina life...
I was saying my goodbyes...to myself...
Then i saw someone..Someone i saw the night before...
His name was fadelight. I thought... hey if I'm leaving might as well introduce myself.
He saw something in me....
He brought me to Chorba Intelligence Academy...
Hez the bartender who i thought was just a bartender was the headmaster.
Thayta his first cadet.
I looked at fadelight then at hez and signed the papers.
I found my home....Chorba Intelligence Academy.
::end log::